fawnsongs:

I AM -
[ ] anorexic
[ ] ednos
[x] bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[] hungry
[x] thirsty
[] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[] starving yourself
[x] participating in a fast


PEOPLE -
[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[] say I’m skinny
[] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me - hope not
[x] force me to eat
[] say I eat too much
[] wish I’d eat more - just the people who hate me and wish i got fat
[x] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic

I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 110lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am - I can
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[ ] I could stop being ana/mia

I LOVE -
[] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] shaking
[] being weak
[x] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

SEXUALITY
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

BAD TIMES
[] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I shut others out when I’m upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.(WAS)
[] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me.
[] I’m at my thinnest
[x] I’m at my biggest
[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[x] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[x] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[x] I exercise to counteract eating
[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

I’ve done:
[] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[] Alcohol
[x] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[] Anti-depressants
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other

[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[] I have a ED blog
[] I look at thinspo
[] I collect thinspo
[] I condone pro-ana/mia sites
[x] I count calories
[] I’ve had negative intake days
[] I avoid food
[] I hate food
[x] I love food

[] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] Being thin is my top priority
[x] I don’t want to get better
[ ] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me
[x] I’m doing this for someone
[x] I’m doing this to prove myself

(via theglorybox)

 hehe, some truths about me.  :)